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| Tuesday, December 21st, 2004 | | 4:43 am |
Alive
Ok.... since jess apparently thought i was dead....shes making me write...stuff here. whatever so! if case anyone cared...college sucks, cuz apparently residents think commuters have contagious diseases, so they won't talk to us...but it doesn't matter because commuters KNOW that residents have contagious diseases...ie.STDs...so we don't talk to them, and everyone hates the classes. Me and kevie are still together..yayy... i bet no one saw that coming? good thing too or my friggin picture thingy wouldn't make any sense. so everything is great between us... i love him he loves me my family loves him his family loves me... etc. cept his sister, i have a feeling christina would disembowel me given the chance. but whatever. Kevin is going with me to Texas in january. I get him a digital camera for christmas...he needs it for school... those things are fucking expensive. anyway, merry christmas... and i fucking missed chanukkah...sorry lauren. so i'll prolly be around...sooo yea.. bye Current Mood:  thirsty | | Friday, July 30th, 2004 | | 11:35 pm |
uhh...
i'm really bored.... so lemme tell you wants happened in the past couple of weeks... i went to maryland with kevin and his family, there were ponies, it was cool... then i went to texas, but it sucked, because my grandma back in jersey got diagnosed with ovarian and liver cancer while i was in texas... and died almost immediately upon my arrival back to jersey... so... diagnosed on wednesday... died of cancer of saturday... sucks... no? so thats about it... having a really bad week... kevin came back from europe and was COMPLETELY different... he was disrespectful, rude, dirty.... etc etc...i didn't like it ...i hate europe... what happened to my kevie? | | Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004 | | 3:04 pm |
tattoo
i got a tattoo... woohoo... go me oh yeah, its a shamrock... woohoo go irish | | Friday, April 23rd, 2004 | | 11:52 am |
....opps!
haven't updated, oh well =/ yesterday kevin hit me with a water bottle ouch, bruises suck.. parents hate him, bad stuff I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you any. | | Thursday, April 8th, 2004 | | 3:39 am |
Spring Break
School was worthless today.... absolutely and totally worthless.... we did nothing in every class. And the whole time i was dying because my throat apparently hates me. Actually, so does my nose... it has been just dripping blood for the past couple of days, i don't think thats very healthy, but i don't think my family cares... hmmm. Spring Break is gonna be busy, i have a lot of doctors appointments, i have work... and a couple tennis matches i wanna go watch (yay kevie =) ) I'm so lazy, hahaha | | Thursday, April 1st, 2004 | | 11:10 am |
i stabbed myself in a vein in my arm, there was blood everywhere, it made me scared. maybe i'll never do it again... Therapists suck, i hate them, they tell me i need to get a job to keep my mind busy so i dont have time to kill myself, i just suggested my parents get me a puppy, its like a full time job, but they insisted on the old fashioned way. Kevin = not happy about this, he told McDonalds he could only work on weekends so he could see me everyday, and now i'll be working... fucking therapists, maybe i'll get lucky and my job will only make me work from 2-6 when kevin has tennis...when i even get a job. i have a 4 day weekend, sweet... | | Wednesday, March 24th, 2004 | | 11:22 pm |
sucks..
today sucked like whoa... had this chem quiz, that i totally would have rocked if i wasn't crying the whole time...i mighta still rocked it, i dunno. Tomorrow is gonna suck too, i have a bunch of tests, teachers should like, talk to eachother so you don't have more than 2 tests on the same day. or have like a designated test day for each subject. I have to buy a prom bid... it suxors cuz both me and kevie are like... kinda not having any money right now, sooo oops. when are bids on sale till? I don't really have anything else to talk about, cept that therapists suck, because they can't do shit to help. they can "talk" to you, but hell, i could talk to like.. ariel.. or jess... or isa... or anyone that i'm close with and get the same results, so wtf am i paying her for? Ever since i stopped going to tennis practice, Kevin has been playing like crap... ahahha.. he says he needs me there to play well, sucks for him. i'm gonna sleep... sleep rocks. | | Sunday, March 21st, 2004 | | 2:17 pm |
*Yawn*
yesterday wwas pretty cool... Kevin was suppose to come pick me up at 1, but he came at like 12:20... that bastard, oh well. so his sister was having this engagement party yesterday, because shes engaged, or something. She didn't really want me there, i think she hates me, i don't know why.. oh well. So i went anyway, cuz kevin wanted me there, obviously, and so did all of kevins little cousins. At first it was kind of gay. all of kevins little cousins, like.. 10 and under all went of his trampoline, and all the older cousins, which are all boys... decided to throw snow balls at eachother... how mature.. right? Kevin used me as a shield knowing that none of the other guys would throw snowballs at me... except jeff! grrr... hes like 15, and a freshman, and hes pretty cool, and he threw a snowball at me, and then kevin kicked his ass.. ahahahah. So then we went inside to play video games. lets see... it wass... me, kevin, jeff, jeffs brother matthew, john, and steve... i think.. all of kevins cousins were impressed at my video game skills.. bwhahaahaha. We played MOH for like... 5 straight hours, me and john were kicking ass against kevin and jeff. we played another game too... some star wars game, lol... but it was some kind of conquest thing, and me and kevin kicked everyones ass. and then all of kevins cousins left, and me and him just played a couple MOH missions, it was cool. Oh did i mention that kevin was SUPPOSE to have work yesterday? he just never went, isn't that cute? I have nothing to do today, isn't that also cute? | | Friday, March 19th, 2004 | | 12:10 am |
i win?
so, yea Ortiz is still gay.. but who didn't already know that? Since he can't make fun of me anymore, hes now decided to start harassing me with progress reports and probably detentions, asshole... I win | | Tuesday, March 16th, 2004 | | 5:22 pm |
GRR
Ok, so, lately i've been having a couple problems, which is gay, but what pisses me off more, is that people have suddenly been caring. People who would normally give a shit about me, are like.. aww amy, whats wrong? are you ok? and i wanna punch them in the face and be like, where the hell did i EVER MATTER TO YOU? i mean, some people are caring, and i appreciate it, because they're my friends, like carol and jess and ariel, they all care, but its justified, they've never not cared. but suddenly people like jeff toth suddenly decide they wanna give me hugs and try and talk to me like they know? that just kinda pisses me off. wanna know what else pisses me off? mr ortiz making fun of me and mocki8ng me, when i obviously don't need it. fuck him... wanna know what else pisses me off? kevin is off from work, and tennis is cancelled, and for some reason i haven't hung out with him AT ALL today..... maybe i'll give him a break because its snowing Current Mood:  depressed | | Sunday, March 14th, 2004 | | 12:06 am |
ER
Never go to the ER, i just spent 5 hours there... everyone looks busy but nothing gets done i would do one of those cute nickname things, but i've never had any | | Wednesday, March 10th, 2004 | | 6:05 pm |
Moo!
I'm so bored right now... and i haven't updated in a good long while, fun stuff. Eh, i've been kinda .. really... pissed off in the past few days at my AP Chem teacher, Dr. A for many reasons. Like a good 50% of the class is failing, and we're the smart ones. (note AP=advanced placement) its not fair =/ i had a 92 in cp chem, how do i do so bad in this clasS? and its not even that i can't handle an AP course, i handled AP bio AP history and am currently handling AP math just fine, with good grades. Its not like i don't attempt to study ( which is nearly impossible, its hard to study things you've never been taught) Its not that i can't really handle it, i pulled off a B when she taught, but lately she hasn't been teaching us anything. Shes been teaching us one 2 page section out of a 50 page chapter and then testing us on the whole thing, expecting us to just learn the other 48 pages on our own. it wouldn't be such a big deal if the book wasn't so confusing, its almost impossible to make sense of anything. And if you ask her about it? she'll contradict it, or give us information that turns out to be wrong. Yesterday we were discussing the relation between boiling points and vapor pressure, and how non volatile solutes affects it, so Dr. A goes, well once i saw a chef say on TV that if you add salt to water it lowers the boiling point. Can you believe that? a chef... on TV... apparently applies to AP chem!! lol the funny part is, the chef was wrong, because adding a nonvolatile solute raises the boiling point... ahahah. fun. i hate that class. i hate that teacher. Anyway, i'm done ranting about that. Today me and ari went to kevies tennis practice and walked around and made fun of a bunch of people, and ate BBQ chips.. yum it was freezing as all... uhh frozen hell. so we sat in my car with the heat on ahahah. And then i drove neil home and yup, i ended up here. | | Thursday, March 4th, 2004 | | 11:37 pm |
Arg!
THERE IS NO A IN MY LAST NAME!!! they spelled my name wrong on the big volleyball chart with the names of my team, because we rock and we won.. etc. so i hung out with kevin today, he didn't forget to come back after he went to his house for a while.. it was cool. it sucks that HSPAs are over, i was having fun missing scorndinskys and ortizs class.. it made me happy. plus the extra 2 hours of sleep i got every morning? i needed it. tomorrow i think we only miss 1st and maybe part of 2nd. which means i have to see ortiz, which means i'll prolly have a physics test, which makes me generally unhappy. oh well.. i'll just deal with it muahahah.... *yawn* i have nothing to do tomorrow..how exciting | | Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004 | | 9:41 pm |
pissed off
Yea so my volleyball team won the tournament, was awesome.. but now i'm just pissed off. Kevin came back to my house after the tournament, and fell asleep for 2 hours... when he wakes up he was like, i'm hungry i'm leaving to go eat, i was like.. uhh ok.. figuring he would come back... but nope, never came back. couldn't he have at least TOLD me he wasn't gonna come back? so i wouldn't have sat around waiting for him to come back? whatever... i just won't hang out with him tomorrow and i'm also really pissed because i have to get up at 6 on saturday for some GAY ASS RUTGERS thing... its not even mandatory, its just that my dads gay.. and doesn't understand that i don't sleep during the week and normally i get all my sleep on the weekends i hate this >=( | | Sunday, February 29th, 2004 | | 2:55 pm |
| | Saturday, February 28th, 2004 | | 10:10 am |
Boredom
This weekend is going to be really boring... grrrr..kevin has work all day on both days. Kevin also had work from 2 to 10:30 yesterday, which sucked... but i had his mom pin my prom dress and shes going to do alterations for me,isn't that cute? hooray. So i was hanging out with kevins parents for like an hour after he left for work... ewwww. But his mom kept talking about how much she loved sam dooley, which kinda bothered me, because now i think she'll never like me as much . oh well... i told kevin that and he got all pissed off, it was cool. wow i woke up at 9:30 this morning, i got up early, whats wrong with me? | | Wednesday, February 25th, 2004 | | 7:30 pm |
Prom Dress
Wooo.. so i got my prom dress today =D yay... its actually the color i said i WASN'T going to wear its fuschia...sooo if u wanna see what it looks like go to www.davidsprom.com and click on dresses... mine is on the 4th page, the only dark pink one ....looks really nice... got shiny crystal jewelry, also looks really nice. The thing i love about davids bridal is how they take your name and the style of your dress down and what town your from so if someone else from your town comes in and wants the same dress they won't let them buy it. so no one is going to have my dress, which is reassuring. It needs a couple alterations, but since my boyfriends mom is a seamstress... i can get them done for free... yipee =D i love kevins mom, shes so cute.
Anyway, i hate George W. Bush so much right now and for so many different reasons. I don't understand how anyone could be so against gay marriages, honestly. They're still people.. and should still have rights. I was brought up as a liberal though, my aunt jackie is gay, and i always knew she was. They never hid it from me, not even when i was like 3, i was brought up knowing it was completely and totally normal. I never ever had a problem with it, or thought it was weird, and i love my aunts partner, lisa, so much. Shes a part of my family jsut as much as any of my other aunts or uncles. in fact shes my favorite "uncle" and aunt jackie is my favorite aunt. I honestly think every kid should be exposed to the fact that some people are gay, so they don't grow up to think its weird or abnormal. And if you want to hear what i think about George W. Bushs backing of the amendment to the constitution... visit ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) rewind2482 Because he says it all. Very well put Michael, you should write books about this, you'd make lots of money. =D
Anyway, i'm just gonna go chill and wait for kevin to get home from work, i sent him an email apologizing for my dress being fuschia lol.
~Amy | | Tuesday, February 24th, 2004 | | 1:29 pm |
I hate stuff
I hate a lot of things right now.. i'm just pissed.. and i'm liket aking it out on people that prolly dont deserve it... like my mom i bithced at her cuz she won't take me prom dress shopping this week... or to get my cartiledge in my ear pierced, or to get my tattoo... come to think of it, she won't do much for me, shes a lazy bitch that sits on her ass all day and watches TV... i'm lucky if she buys food to eat. I bitched at Kevin a lot today too, but i bitch at him all the time... today he has work at 2 decided that getting a haircut was more important than me... whatever, it probably is, but it just seemed wrong at the time. so he just dropped me off at home... he parked and got out of his car and asked if he could come in, but he only did it cuz i was mad... but i told him he couldn't come in and to go get a haircut. it sounds mean written, but i said it in a nice tone of voice, because i knew i was being a selfish brat by just expecting him to hang out with me everyday before he goes to work... so my mom told me i'm a loser with no social life and that i'm a waste in society, that was awfully nice of her.. don't you think? i'm going to pretend it was compliment instead of throwing things, like bricks, at her. because that may be illegally.. i'm not sure... but just to be safe. I have a swimming meeting, and after that i'm calling jess to see if she wants to go out looking at dresses with me... my mom told me i can't buy anything without her approval... but fuck her... if i find something i'm gonna buy it whether she likes it or not... | | Thursday, February 19th, 2004 | | 11:09 pm |
Wildwood after prom
OK! so today my mom made reservations for me after prom, yay. and since i agreed not to room with anyone my dad said he'll pay for me and kevie ahahha. You know how parents normally want you to room with a bunch of people or not go at all? so you don't have wild after prom sex? yea, well my parents did the opposite to me. I asked if i could room with ariel/date and jess/pete and they were like, you and kevin aren't going to have any FUN *wink* if you room with other people, we'll pay if you just go with kevin. i was like wtf? and then they were like, look heres a room with a king size bed and a jacuzzi, you guys should stay here... and then i was still like wtf?! and i started to get scared so i walked away. but my mom made reservations today, which is cool... but whats not cool is that kevin didn't even ask his parents if he could go..i hope he can, cuz if he can't i will kill him. with a spork. 3 times. Anyway, so my sister got grounded for being out of control... that makes me happy... because they have never punished robin... ever. So this is like the first time she got grounded. It makes me want to point and laugh, because i haven't gotten in trouble in months. Anyway i hate Mr. Ortiz, and soon he will learn to hate me, unless he moves my seat... do you know how fucking uncomfortable it is to sit on a stool for 45 minutes? i can't lean back or anything .. or i'd fall over...which is what i almost did in chem ahahah cuz i'm a spaz. It was cool! not much else to say, besides i'm tired.. and have a headache. The headache that won't give up... i took like 2 naps today to try and get rid of it... but like 5 minutes after i woke up each time it came back. Stupid headache... it will die... yea, its fighting a losing battle with tylenol right now... hahahahah stupid blood vessels in my brain, when will they learn? Current Mood:  crazy | | 6:49 pm |
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